I bite...

   Annyeonaseyo!

  Sometimes I get mad because of someone and I go off on other person that has nothing to do with the reason why I am angry...

  And I can't stop myself from doing it...

"Do poepket ssumnida"

Losing trust

   Annyeonaseyo!

  Once I lose trust on someone, there's no way of getting it back.

  I can put things away but I don't forget and I don't go back...

"Do poepket ssumnida"

How long?

   Annyeonaseyo!

  You know those times when something is bothering you or worrying you and it's about another person and you grab your phone and text some questions to clear things out but there's no answer?

  How long can you wait?

  Do you call?

  Do you send another message?

  Do you pretend that you don't give a damn about the answer and blame the phone for not ringing?

  Do you make lots of suppositions about the reason why isn't there an answer?

  Do you get mad?

  Well, I get mad and I make lots of suppositions and them I get even madder. And when I get the chance, I say things I don't really feel and make things worse.

"Do poepket ssumnida"

New drama

   Annyeonaseyo!

  Everyone that knows me can tell that I love Japan and Japanese / South Korean related stuff : music, dramas, anime, manga, food...

  I've said before that I watch korean dramas with joy. Now, I'm watching A Gentleman's Dignity. It's the story of four men in their forties that have met in school and are still best friends - even if one puts in jeopardy their rents; the other loves the young sister of other of them; one has a memory problem and a son (that he just found out) and loves an amazing woman that is now suffering... The bond between them is amazing.

"Do poepket ssumnida"

Absence

   Annyeonaseyo!

  I don't have my mind set to get a new post everyday just because and I don't have much to say.

  I'm OK and busy. I'm also a little tired and I'm sleeping less and less.

  I'm taking the gym seriously and I'm going there at least twice a week.

  My reading habits are OK again and that also takes a lot of my free time.

  So, gomen nasai to the few people that follow my blog and... I'm still here.

"Do poepket ssumnida"

Dream house

  Annyeonaseyo!

  I would love to have my dream house designed for me.

  It's not that I can make it real because I can't, but I would love to see it in paper.

  The house plan was made a long time ago and hasn´t changed much... The centre of my dream house is the kitchen and my places of refuge are my bedroom, my office/library and my garden. If this says a lot about me, the idea of this house is really me. It shows my particular/unique tastes and defines me as a person that enjoys being at peace by herself but that also enjoys having people around for dinner and for a talk.

"Do poepket ssumnida"

Simple things that makes you happy

  Annyeonaseyo!

  There's a few things that really leaves me happy and makes my heart flutter:

- a smile (sometimes with a tongue out), when I look sad, angry or absent;

- a hug (without talk), when I look lonely, sad or absent-minded;

- a text (some unexpected words), whenever;

- an invitation for a walk, when I'm really angry, I hate the whole world and I say I don't want to see a single person (of course, the company must be someone that I like and that has the patience to deal with my bad temper);

- a funny picture that really makes fun of the reason why I'm mad (even if this one should never be admitted).

"Do poepket ssumnida"

Note

   Annyeonaseyo!

  I make some posts about my disappointment with other people just to vent...

  It's hard for me to trust and to see that there are people that don't care about it it's hard and sad.

  But that is all!!!

  I've learnt a long time ago to let it go and move one, because everyone has their own way of being in life and whether we like it or not, it doesn't matter...

"Do poepket ssumnida"

Gym

   Annyeonaseyo!

  I'm going back to a gym today.

  It's been a year since I left the other one and this is a completely different gym.

  I hope this will help me with my neck pain.

"Do poepket ssumnida"

Alessandro Safina

   Annyeonaseyo!

Fifteen years ago, this voice made me think that strong voices can sing more than opera...

Alessandro Safina - "Insieme a te"

"Do poepket ssumnida"

Why do I enjoy reading?

   Annyeonaseyo!

  Why do I enjoy reading?

  - because I love to imagine other realities and try to figure how would I act if it was me in that character skin...

  - because while I'm reading I am away of my reality;

  - because it's a way of facing problems and questions that would never happen in my real life;

  - because I like to dream and I enjoy to follow all the different hardships and loves of a special character and I tend to make my own solutions to the things she faces along the story (and that shows me other parts of myself).

"Do poepket ssumnida"

Pity

   Annyeonaseyo!

  I thought I was over with people pitting me because I studied and graduated in a field where I can't find work and now I'm working in a place that don't care about my abilities or knowledge... but I'm not...

  It really leaves me sad when people show their pity for that matter... it hurts even if I don't want to... even if I try not to care anymore...

"Do poepket ssumnida"

"True colours" - different way...

   Annyeonaseyo!

  I'm old enough to know the true colours of the people that are around me but sometimes we get blind because we like the person and we let us be fooled once or twice...

  I sometimes wish that people weren't so greedy. They can turn against the people that clearly only wish them good things... but I guess this is how the world moves... and it's sad...

  People want to show that they are better than others, even if that isn't true, and they do it by any means they can find... :-(

"Do poepket ssumnida"

Ice Age

   Annyeonaseyo!

  So, Ice Age 4 is on theatres and I want to watch it.

  I love animation movies (it makes me feel lighter most of the times).

  And Ice Age has impressive characters. Honestly, I love the "cause" of all the Ice Age movies, Scrat. He's unstoppable in his search for the acorn. Determination is Scrat middle name and his way of living.

 The other character that I really love is Sid. He's good hearted, naïf and, most of all, he wants everyone to be happy together.

"Do poepket ssumnida"

Wednesday

   Annyeonaseyo!

  On Wednesday I went to a craft market (?) that occurs every year in my town.

  It usually shows some pretty handmade items and original things, not only from my country but from others places.

  I like to go there because some people are gifted and make amazing things.

  I bought two pairs of sandals but I wished I had bought a lot more things that I saw there...

"Do poepket ssumnida"

July

  Annyeonaseyo!

  We are already in July... this year is running fast and it's ok.

  I think this are going faster because I'm using more of my time.
  I still need to do even more for me and for us .

"Do poepket ssumnida"