I'm tired

  I'm so tired...

  Tired of my room project because there's no ending for it and because I should be able to let go all the stuff I bought when I was thinking about a couple life with our own space.

  Tired of my work because I feel like I'm a machine without motivation.

  Tired of pretending that my life is OK and that everything runs smoothly.

  Tired of my non-stopping mind that doesn't let go of things and don't allow me to rest.

  This time I need to appreciate my parents more than ever  :)

  Kamsaamnida ommoni, kamsaamnida oboji!!!

  I'm grateful for the caring people around me and for my stubbornness. 
  If I'll be a good girl tomorrow, I'll cut my hair and change it a little (but still keep it reddish) and then I'll go out in the afternoon.

"Do poepket ssumnida"