Worries

   Annyeonaseyo!

  I'm a person that thinks too much, worries to much and I can't even avoid it...

  I've said so many times that I'm afraid of being hurt but there's a lot more to it... And all those worries hold me back. I wish to be loved as a whole (messy and complicated mind + strange way of seeing life + unusual tastes + really regular body (far from perfect) and everything else that comes along). 

  Sometimes I have the feeling that there's only one or two of those things that look appealing... and that pushes me far, far away...

Edit:
  I think my experiences have been too troublesome for me to deal with and I'm just scared...
  Someone read this and said -  "Sometimes you just need to trust..."
  I want to do that but can I do it?
  Can I say to my mind - "Please, stop for a bit and just feel?"

"Do poepket ssumnida"